innocently, stare wandering around the plane trees hesitating.
are gradually approaching footsteps. Dusk blurred vision, figure seems familiar. Then closered hardy kids. Kiyoaki not believe the eyes, face the steps is Hao Ming. Moment, in front of people, and the immediate scenes of people associated with something very close to the head. Past such as yesterday, it seems to warp. Obviously dreaming and dreamed of one child, is now within reach, clear autumn actually been caught unprepared. Hao Ming's feet to stop, that is pure autumn, but also do not believe like. "Never doubted see tears in their eyes, not even Yuning choke\Hao Ming look at the pure autumn is still thin, slightly gaunt, but it is creating tranquility amongst Mild, very lovely. "I knew I would wait until you," Ho-Ming throat choked, "Hao ..." shouted the name is not, clear autumn has been crying. In recent Hao Ming, stroking the shoulders of pure autumn, but also two lines of tears, "Is that you? Kiyoaki." Clear autumn approached Wei Zhao Hao Ming, body trembling. "Hao Ming, hold me, I believe this is really you," Ho-Ming kissing pure autumn, "pure autumn, we are really late?" "Hao Ming Hao Ming" They like two mistakes childlike murmured incoherent, confused. Tears and pain overwhelmed them. "You know, Kiyoaki. Every year on this day I will be here waiting for you, 15 years waiting for the day so sad ah," "you go, do not want me ah," silly pure autumn, I thought you know, you then snow wise, how could not understand? What word did not write, I want you to fill in, arranged our home. I look at your requirements and are consistent with the layout quietly to see whether we heart have? I want to give you a surprise, so you remember our lifetime. "The students and female students say you went to the South." "I'm sorry, clear autumn. Duochou you so sensitive, I should not joke, my bad, my bad, not good," Hao Ming choking can not speak. "You know, clear autumn, my father, mother, wages are not high, the body is not a good mother. I have spent the family savings to school. Liaison also have paid for. Classmate's brother in Shenzhen, the company opened a large . my classmates and I said OK, and graduated first her brother's company for a period of time, I have to earn some money as soon as possible. I do not you wait too long, I want to marry you as soon as the time to give you a stable and loving home. " Hao Ming hear the case, said Kiyoaki distorted internal organs like the pain, "I should be waiting for you, waiting for you. can I have no confidence, I so do not Jia!" "I'm looking for you everywhere, the students did not hear from you your neighbors that you have been married, had children. I think that men must be better than I am, in time gives you a home. In that case, I can do is wish you no longer bother you. "" How are you doing her ? "" is my sister's colleagues, a sub-human. "Hao Ming hint of that. Kiyoaki was completely crushed, and she collapsed, but also say they are late, as late, there is no way you can save. Let the tears flow can only enjoy. More attached to her arms around Hao Ming, stroked him, so he kissed her.
parted down the Ho Ming Kiyoaki phone number.
next morning before leaving for work, clear autumn to the men that work overtime to come back late at night and not come home for dinner. Men agreed with, and looked back Kiyoaki: Kiyoaki dressed before. Always wears long hair, set up, more elegant look, there is charm. Kiyoaki Although some thin skin is very smooth. Also dress up as their own, simple clothes with her immediately after effects have different. More than 30 years old, and sometimes did not get married just like looking at also. Today Kiyoaki article is fit to wear the red rose embroidered in blue jeans pants, a tight collar open large red thin wool embroidered short, brown flat shoes. Fashion without 张扬. It is suitable for Kiyoaki temperament. Man sighed, not words.
the afternoon off work fast, clear autumn Hao Ming to beat the phone. Hao Ming to, the hotel has lit a small tea table, two red candles, two glasses of wine poured. Hao Ming learned. Kiyoaki on Hao said: "When we drink wedlock, tonight I am your bride." Candle light, clear autumn Smile Yingying Wen Wan Mingyan, eyes watery tenderness. Hao Ming shocked. Lan Guo Kiyoaki, Wen Zhu Kiyoaki jitter lip. Kiyoaki loosely coiled hair, faded clothes ... ...
Kiyoaki clutching his watch lying around this man, that first appeared in the hearts of the boys, the liquor power also won the men, even drunk. Eyelashes shining crystal, mouth was still baby-like ravings: pure autumn, I love you, do not go, I love you, clear autumn. Kiyoaki out of bed and dressed, pick up a pen and paper on the table: a sober melancholy dream, the sun is deep according to hospital. Written, clear autumn put it on the pillow next Hao, leaned over and kissed Hao Ming again. Opened the door.
market lights as bright as day, but some solitude cold. Wind blowing through, raised Kiyoaki hair. She took out phone numbers to find Hao Ming, hit the delete key.
distant Tsai mellow sad song ... ... do not want to wait in the face of flowering they thank, in exchange for an emaciated miss this life ... ... persevering, heavens, know that this fate is the accumulation is, and I am speechless, God knows that outcome was a tragedy, entangled lives. let her pull away, the opposite of the restaurants, we sat down, she attendants points, two cups of tea.
her speak, "You know what they are doing it? Lin Kangjie is your brother, your half-brother, you have the heart to watch him destroy himself step by step you?"
My reaction was very calm, she said, before you is not know his history, his family, so you promiseded hardy him the pursuit of a sudden, all from start to finish all your premeditated, not a coincidence, right. "
I was silent. She said," Since you're silent, you're welcome to blame me, you really want to continue this struggle, they say that I'm the mother of the heartless. "
I said," what do you want? Murder "
she said," your heart's ruthless so deep, since no one way to eliminate your ruthless, so alive, the pain, they live for hatred, revenge, so alive, it is not meaningful, death is the only relief. "
I said," I ruthless, you caused all this is your fault, you have no right to blame me. "
She said," how kind of you in the end have to be ruthless elimination of your heart? "
I said," you told my father's death, is not related to you? "
She said," no. "
I said," that his father's death who did it? "I have that casino boss had asked around to find a disappear, and it was rumored that his father's death also has a relationship with you.
She said," You a girl, do not live in the ruthless inside, do not live in the past. Try to let go everything, right? "
I said," ruthless has taken root in my heart, and I can not unplug. "
She said," that in the end to how, your heart's relentless will to eliminate it? "
I said," Unless you die. "Say these words, my heart cold, not temperature.
She said," Yes. But you must promise me, stop and Lin Kangjie continue, he was a child, do not know anything, spared him, he is innocent. And then leave the city to other places in your life, be a healthy child. "
I have not said anything, then turned and left.


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to work the next day, Lin Kangjie call me on the phone crying that his mother was dead, eating sleeping pills to die, listen to the sound of his cry Heartbreakers, My heart is in pain, burst a burst of pain, the woman died, how happy I am not up. I know I Forcing her.
I do not know how to comfort Lin Kangjie, that poor boy, my half-brother. the phone said, "everything will be fine. "Sound is the cold.
I opened the mail inside a mail, is the woman wrote.
My life, I loved your father, only one person, but then left him because of his violence is let me be No, I knew my only mistake is that the pain caused by your life, you are innocent, perhaps it should not take you to the world. your father's death really has nothing to do with me. Later I learned that killed your father have Lafa Wang. just did not expect these things in your mind into a ruthless, ruthless deep, desperate ruthless, perhaps it is you're too young, can not accept it all, resulting in heart deformities and extreme. you said all I caused no one can change your ruthless, unless I die. So, I want you free, I want to be a mother's responsibility, to save my child. I hope you leave Hong Jie, leave the city, I do not want to involve our grievances before the family, involves Jie Kang, Hong Jie's father very well, when I have been very good, so even if I beg of you. end the revenge plan.
looked at her message, my eyes moist. from the age of six I have not cried, I thought this life I will not go to cry, but this moment, I cried for that dead woman. now know she really is dead, my heart is such a pain.
afternoon, I quit. At home I turn off the phone, I am crazy to write fiction, I eat crazy, but the grief has not been reduced heart My heart is so painful to becoming intolerable. I thought I really numb, but now find that I too want to love, but their have been fooling ourselves, numb themselves.
I open the phone Many Lin Kangjie SMS and voice message, and his every word to hurt me, my dear brother and sister should not be put into the pain inside you, my sister should not ruin your happiness. I'm sorry your sister.
open mailbox, I gave Lin Kangjie message.
Thank you once loved me so sincerely, I am not a girl not worthy of your love. I would like to thank you for giving me the best life. I wish you happiness. sister. < br> a night, I left the plane with a heart-breaking that city. I want to born again.Qi and Lin Kangjie
I go closer and closer.
facing each Lin Kangjie go home with their parents say and how happy I am that I'm fine, his father watched him happy and very pleased, but the woman every time he faint perfunctory.
I just happened to work. Lin Kangjie called to say, "schools have to teach, it can not come to pick you up."
I said, "I am now ready to go home to rest some tired today."
That woman at the door, saw me I walk past her to get in the door said,ed hardy shoes "Today we must say, I do not see her."

That the name engraved on the chest, such as rosy bloom, if not wither general. Then fade in the bright, blooming in the night ...ed hardy "title in mind," he held me tight, do not want to let go, I know now that he needs is a warm embrace. I knew he was tired, yes, I know everything, as if we heart have a general, anything not to mention the clear each other thinking, What, we are so similar, but not together, destined only temporary encounter. I love him, love, as if he should rub it into the bones. A person who likes to take off his clothes, looked at his chest that rose, heart inexplicable burst of grief, tears tempting to fall, looked at breast tis dim lamp roses in bloom, a light smiled and remembered his name. Yes, breast tis is his name, do not know if you do not advise that a person's name, but a beautiful rose. I carved his birthday, but he did not know. I just hope he can stay with me forever! "Do you love me?" I gently opened the eyes of this beloved man, he looked at me and said nothing, but once again hold me, tighter than the original.

I know he is loved, but he would not say it, my silent tears fall, I just hope he can personally tell me he loved me, and I promise not to him, but I am so afraid, so they lost, afraid that one day he will leave me, leave me to face the endless night and cold. "You know how much I love you?" I cried talking heart wanted to say. "I love you to the bone, rub blood, and sculpture in the heart." "Do not be silly, not worth it!" He let go I can not tell the feelings of the eyes are very complex, turn left. Retention I sat there staring blankly. Maybe he does not love me! Maybe I did not understand him, he's feeling his love, perhaps we are too stubborn too stubborn, perhaps we do not fit. Turned away from him let go of my place, burst into tears!

since we no longer met, I do not know what happened between us, I think we will not meet again. Until one day I saw him and her around a light smile ... I said nothing, I turned away, leaving only a "you happy!" "I know you are strong!" When I leave him In a word behind me said so. How he knew, and turned that moment I cried. That day I stayed up all night, only standing before the mirror looking at tis night ... now tis is so dazzling, so obvious excess, I have only fond hope it originally, I let it go, as long as he happy ... not after his news. A year later I am ready to get married, loving understanding, that may promise, and parents feel good to others, is also very good to me, very considerate. Wedding day, to many people?, Out of the hotel ready to go home, when starting the car the moment I saw across the street stood a man like him, and he carved a rose behind my shop. Only because I could not see the man too far and suddenly he ran towards me up like this direction, but then came across a rapid opening to the car, he was Zhuang Fei, while his eyes were always looking to I am here, and I blankly, in his moment of landing, the ground a bright red, like a blooming rose, now it is fall, it rose very beautiful, but very sad ... ... turned, not look! "Let's go!" Close your eyes that moment if they had seen him, his mouth moving forward, like what to say to me, but I could not see a sudden he disappeared ... ... tears fall silent.

married him very good to me, and I care not need me to do housework, but I just read you like a quiet word will always be cold-shouldered him, but he always told me Well, he knows I do not want children, do not force me, though he want a child. His busy work, but home cooking every day or time for me to eat, And I have a thank you, nothing else, day to pay to live in his ... ... married for two years, I was as usual read their favorite characters. Suddenly, the stomach cuckoo's call up. "Hungry!" Up to the kitchen started cooking in the kitchen of a busy person to do a lot of his favorite dishes, found recently their large appetite, and always want to eat something, do not know why, but a lot of the original they do not like to eat now eat with relish. Doing doing suddenly stopped, how long it? By himself busy in the kitchen, himself a man cooking? A person eat? One night to sleep curled up body, a long time now? Do not know, and when the habits of a person? How long did he go home? There should be two months it!

since he was drunk that night back, seldom see him come back, a squat body who slowly, holding their own, so squatting. Sudden burst of queasy feeling well mind, I got up and ran to the bathroom, washed his face in the mirror looking at some haggard, and probably sick. A person to the hospital, when doctors told me that I was pregnant, I looked at report card, think of that night, "perhaps it is time to give him time to birth of a baby." Way back the way I went to the bookstore and bought Some things to note about pregnancy, on the way back I saw a nice coffee shop, like just getting a good environment, and wanted to go sit reads. Just when I want to go in, head out of a pair of joke men and women, men, arms around the woman looked very intimate, that woman is like a vine wrapped around the same to men, to see my man's smile not see that moment and, instead, is the look of rigid and surprise, while the front of the woman is very strange man's face, the woman look at me, look at men, but the release did not say anything stood round the man's hand. I looked at him did not speak, I do not know what he said in the other, anyway, I do not know what to say, and he just ed hardy kidsstood there looking at me, seemed to be waiting for me to say.

a long time on that station, I turned and ready to go in turning moment, I saw his eyes in the loss. I said: "come back early I'll need to eat." I look back on he said. He raised his head and face revealed the meaning of the expression can not be thought. Suddenly he saw the book in my hand, he got eyes looked, then stared at me astonished to say something but did not say. I took the book and went away without looking back. He returned early in the afternoon, I cooked a meal, it was his favorite, he looked at me with surprise, "eat!" I put rice-ended to him. "I thought you do not love me, but do not know me, never care about me, do not know what I like, but today ... ..." He looked up a picture of happiness. "Nothing to say, and eat it first! Cold, not delicious!" "Well!" He offered to wash after dinner, and I stood beside him help him. Night, together we fall asleep, I lay quietly in his arms, he hugged me tightly, "Today you see the woman she is ... ..." I kissed his lips with his own lips to prevent He said, "I believe you can solve, as we have not born children." He looked at me astonished, and then look at my stomach, stuttering to say "you ... ... you pregnant?" I'm loving looked at him. Nodded, "I want to be a father?" "Well." He laughs loudly, arms around me tighter. "For months?" "Two months." Night he stayed up all night excited. A few days later he told me that he and the woman separately, and I hold him laugh, and this is the first time since I got married, happy smile.

months pregnant, that he was taking care of me, every day I cooked many things to eat, that is to keep me fat, always accompanied me to the hospital every month review, he said that both boys and girls like it is going to be our children. Let me close to production, he was admitted to the hospital, said that insurance, the parents take care of me during the day, at night I will be accompanied him to the hospital after work. That day I suddenly stomach pain, and seems to students, he juggle, and has accompanied me to the door of obstetrics and gynecology. Shut the door on the operation of that moment, I see a man, he looked at me and smiled, then disappeared, I thought it was a dream, shut our eyes shed tears. When the child was born, I heard vague talk of doctors, they said the child had a chest like a rose as a birthmark, and I sleeping later, what happened next I do not know. So when I wake up is already the next day, he asked me on my bed was not a good point, I said to see the child, he was the child on my front, "is the son of his chest like you have a rose, but the little guy who is the birthmark, are very beautiful. "watched tis, tear drops down, that is my name, yes, I see know, because I gave its master carving carving for I have seen, I carried my children tighter, because I know my child is that I love the original, but now he is my son. I suddenly thought of the moment before the surgery, I see him, and he had to say "I love you!" He finally said, but he also died.

Yes, I know he was dead, and married the man I saw that day was his, even though far away, but his gait, how could I forget. So, get married, I was cold to her husband, only with writing a novel, completely ignoring his good to me, until one day I suddenly found that I had used to his side, but he has Cheyebugui, I know he is What's needed him. Thus passed a few years, we have more and more love. One night, his arms around me asked, "your breast tis beautiful, like a person's name." "Well, that is your name." "Really?" I nodded and hugged him tight tight, he is gentle arms around me, that night we are very happy, tis also more and more of the beautiful. I never turn over tis, have been the same as the original, but tis also is his ed hardy clothingname, yes, their names are the same ... ... but it has so many roses in bloom in my chest, my son more and more cute ... ...

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firecrackers resounded through the village, during which a child's playfulness mixed with the sound of a woman praised theed hardy sound of the door of one's tongue.
characteristic of that time he was wearing dark blue tunic, bell-bottoms, shiny hair comb lines, also flashing colorful luster.
today he can say a ride.
because he married into the most beautiful girl in the village.
his head from village to village, this other end, through the village to marry his bride longing day and night.
followed by the bride price of several lug men, smile brighter than the bridegroom.
However, the most happy, of course, he was the happiest.
he and she generally large, grew up together, can be said to childhood, in the not yet fully understand Nannvzhiqing, he would go to her, took her hand and told her that I have to grow up take you as my wife.
she always blushed not speak, and then gently nodded his head, heart he hopes he can grow up, grow up to be her bride.
Today she hopes were fulfilled, hair salon early to go to the brides head, wear a big red flower head bride, the bride wore a large red cotton hanging, sitting quietly in their girl, anxiously waiting for him to marry her home.
noisy after a while, he was pushed to the bride in front of everybody, he should also shy, looking at the beautiful bride, pinned up.
She laughed, smile blossoming.
night, she became his woman.
She was the happiest woman in the world may be her.

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their day was not rich, but it is the same as desirable, to the village people said that he married a good wife, she married a good man.
soon, they have a love of the crystal, a beautiful little boy, which makes him a full happy for a long period of time.
Slowly, his dissatisfaction at work in the fields make it a minimal amount of wages, he wants her and her son had more happiness, you need to make more money out of her flowers.
he bid farewell to her and began to go out looking, looking for ways to get rich quick.
left her alone at home and do farm work, go home have to take care of the child.
but she did not blame him, she thinks he did everything to them the day after your mother had two more comfortable.
her face is always full of smiles.

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soon he returned, brought back a lot of money, to her, and also bought her a beautiful countryside rare skirt, bought his son the best milk, the best toys.
she put on that dress, shyly out from the house, his face glowing hint of peach.
mother beautiful, babbling son even speak the word that he would like to say to her. Hello beautiful!
he was thinking: the world's women do not like his beautiful wife.
He walked over, front of the children would kiss her, scared her to escape into the back room, he went inside, shut the door tightly, and he asked for her more than once to her.

4
children growing up, the years have also left its mark on her face, but she is still beautiful.
At least she thought he loved her still the same.
he earn more and more, dressed city people began to learn, even tone is also learning to speak in city.
He also asked her not to wear the clothes that rustic, he said he had the money to buy her beautiful clothes.
she ignored him, usually to work, of course, something simple to wear.
Above all, she did not want to become a city often mentioned his mouth, she only do her own.
nor is she does not make progress, she self-taught master of a craft, in the village-run factories to work as a skilled workers, although wages earned more than his business, but she felt this money is very safe. Unlike him, asked him to do what every business can make so much money back, he always muttered, irrelevant answers.

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the number of times he came back less and less, come back always in a hurry, not intimate with her good on the rush to return to the city, said business is busy, can not get away people.
she found that he said were lies, but she do not want to expose him.
because she still loved him like he was her everything.
rumors reached her ears, keep your husband home on the beautiful young mistress.
she cried, a man hid in the house, enjoy crying, crying over, dry tears.
out of the house, she would not let the children found her crying, so that the elderly see any clues.
strong crowded in a smile on her face.

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his accident, because the turn in bad friends, and friends should not do things done by the police to arrested.
she trusted him, confirmed that the police made a mistake.
began around to friends, begging them to save him.
he is not a bad person, he is a good man, she said Feng Renjiu.
because they are not principal, some time off, he was freed.
but he failed to return home, in his new home town and live a leisurely day of immortal race.
he forgotten his home, his wife running around, forget about the need for fatherly love for his son.
she went to him and begged him to come back.
he left her abruptly to rush out.
and threatening her, bother him, on her divorce.
divorce, women would have been unthinkable a rural problem, in that small man to marry her mouth to say, scratch her colded hardy kids heart to toe.
her face no longer smile.

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son plummeted from a top student, became a teacher in the eyes of problem students.
teacher again and again talked with her, but she can stop rebellious son.
desperately to beg him to come back, come back soon spoiled son tube, he blindly ignored, if not his son.
her son gang war, someone else stabbed her son's fingers being cut off, hospitals, detention centers, there are still only sad to her decision.
her illusions, and he's given up completely.
the first opening without him, a piece of litigation, and he lifted her marriage, the real left him.
not his day, she was not happy, but she had a very calm.

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him back, even when working out than just sad, but also lonely.
the original, he was dumped his second wife, cheated out of all his money, and took him completely out of his hand put up the Golden House.
In his desperation, he thought of her, thought of this woman who loved him.
he "splash" kneeling before her, pray for her forgiveness.
her tears, watching the love and hate the man, her tears drip over the entire term lean face, dripping in his messy long hair.
he could no longer bear it, the first deeply embedded in her lap and cried ... ...

wake up, stand still, or still waiting for her!I would like to base such as slavery, cheap as concubine. Do not ask tomorrow, not for the sole. Just to be your clothing or jewelry, light pull, with blood and tears dedicated to the love of my life. But you still do not love, you can not hear my footsteps away cry of despair: to go, please take me, so you take me away!
---- non-clothing
you gently into my side, dressed in white, your skin added a touch of white desolation, I watched quietly as you, watching you ... ... I know, I was so clear and you will not know this time of sadness because of my wandering footsteps which stop you. I can not afford not love, not me and so can not afford, but when I go to half of the fate of the heart are also not save the bear you travel!

"non-clothes, I want a normal life. you can not give me, I can not give you love. So let go Let me go, I dream of far away places in your prayers. "
open your pale, cold to forget the heartache I feel. This is 77 times you come back again to leave, every time you are so insistent. But every time I wait With restless heart, maybe you'll come back maybe not. You do not say that I do not ask, because I am the only girl, waiting for you with your immense possible eolian back.
you go is still a white, pure mountain springs, such as air. When I turned the number in your lonely high-heeled shoes with you, I'm so hoping that one day you do not leave me no longer wait. Heart to sink, the distance that flower of the old woman sighed softly. I know her heart again down low saying, "Nie Yuan ah good, to two baby girl." Running I want to tell her I do not regret the past, past, present, next life I do not regret waiting for you.
four seasons do not stop the change, I do not know where you are, I can only wait so you come back gently brings tears to my smile. Look up at the night sky, this is the first 796 days you leave, I hand cigarette relentlessly to eliminate pain to the heart is torn. Baby you know, today he came again with his gentle smile. If not he want me away from you I will love him, like you, he has a nice smile. 796 days to leave your days and nights he has a quiet stay with me, just me and accompany me to do something for you. Perhaps only he did not isolate us from the earth, he said that we are two good boy. Beautiful, gentle, and we right. You know, he said that we can happy. Baby, you come back ok? We leave this place to a place where we can accept.
Today is the first 962 days you are gone, my heart is still very empty without you by my side, my world is gray. So, wake up in the morning the moment I decided to look for you. In the mountains and rivers, in the ups and downs, the fall in the autumn night I want you to find. This life I never want to let go of your hands. I start the first leg of Tibet, I remember you said it was the place you most think. The first time I know that innocent as blue can be, unfortunately in the shake-turn by the cylinder where I can not find your back.
you lonely high heels takes you to where to go? Is the sea? We said we'd have went to see the sea, I think you must be at the beach so me! I left Tibet to Xiamen, I spent the night at the beach did not stop and so will you. So, I know you are really leaving this time. But I stopped no less than only the first step of my trip. Carries a fragmented mind wandering, covered the boat fully loaded melancholy off his tired but I do not know where to go. I want to fly with you gave me wings. I took all the strength they found my heart as you have already gone!
1001 nights later, I traveled throughout the greater part of China still can not put your collection. Maybe I really should let it go! I do not know came and returned to the world the number of stories played, loved. Others have been there. Capricious, and now, I would like to quiet to love yourself, to love the love. Try not to hurt, not allowing ed hardy clothingpeople were injured.
baby, cigarette burn today in this time of the last time I think you quietly. Tomorrow I will be someone else's bride, this time I let go I let you all in the mortal world to flee. Please remember there are a thousand people take me away I wait for you!

Less than the brother, since I first saw you, you feel like you are a bright sunny smile with the boys, it seems that the world is always in your eyes so bright, and every time you pass, will tolerate no live to look to stay in your body, toward the direction you leave.
you always like to hand in his pockets, as chic on the walk, full of rhythm, not to stay around the grief, I do not know why you like the hand in my pocket, felt strange Hello, But I was deeply attracted by your strange.ed hardy clothing  You are not mortal, but there are like saints, and sometimes really jealous of you so open-minded attitude, and I always post road in a lonely ugly duckling.
you not only have the sun's appearance, there is a charming posture, look at you in the crowd solo moments, the past is my beautiful, gorgeous every turn, it seems that the interpretation of the eternal.
wanted so quietly waiting for you and not let the years run off.
look at you and friends greeted the screen, is so passionate, you always take the initiative. I really want to be your friend, at your side to do a happy angel.
full disclosure whenever the fading light of dusk on campus, the total return with your shadow. Arms, arms around a basketball, hanging beads of sweat covered, sway in turn traversed. Tired carrying the return you ever watch over a shadow, standing in the balcony, looking to come back direction.
until one day, one can find me at once suffocated, and I want to cry but could not cry, has been suppressed, not his mind. Why there are so many world is unfair?
so watch the rain falling on the corner, alone, lonely.
a chance, I know that you are my good friend, a classmate of mine, I also have the chance to know you, he said you were lost because of an accident hand, after the grief that you have chosen to use the sun decorate themselves, the meaning of life is not to stay in the memory of gray, but that you can wake up with pain marks the rebirth of power.
do not have such a legend? Every life is God deliberately crippled the arrangement, which he left to find you.
At this moment, I seem to understand why you use one hand to complete the load on your hands.
like to see the sea, perhaps because it owes something like the setting sun. Like to sit in the soft sand, accompanied by waves, so as to float long hair, quiet reverie, those reflections, those for Love.
whenever this time I always can not help think of you, your smile, it overlooks that I can hang in the sky.
once heard a legend, a man born ugly but has a beautiful voice, a day before to wake up people, go to the river singing, but the sound after all temporary and not forever, Then he thought of a way to record his voice, that is, a seashell to sing, so long as you casually pick up a shell of any river, you can hear his voice in your ear waves.
What a wonderful story, if beauty can be timeless, I believe no one will refuse, but the most important is how the beautiful face behind. Who or deep or shallow imprinting, are memories of rock.
my hand fell on his face gently, touching the scar that has been reluctant to leave, that is to take my beautiful culprit. I have always accustomed to long hair to cover up its haggard, no one will remember that under the flowing hair is a lonely soul.
three years ago, one summer, in order to remove it, my parents took me to the best plastic surgery hospital domestic. Laser and scalpel skin contact with unusual vulnerability, some easy to eat later when food allergies, will relapse. From a summer, after squandering over knife marks on the left deep in my heart, to erase.
have thought about suicide, but the test failed repeatedly, every parents always tears at the wake, every time I hate them why they bring me back, why not let me get rid of the pain, but I was their sole a daughter, they fell upon the flesh and blood, even though I have not perfect, but I am still their daughter who can not be replaced.
I do not know how to repay their love, only to reward the use of life.
mother, I wish you more desperate to me, my body can carry my life, but could not carry my sorrow, I feel they are good heavy, his daughter how to do? My greatest fear is the mother do not love me.
mother said: \you, parents will always love you ... ... \When I walk in a single-plank bridge on when you totter I survived those moments Jing Chan. Whenever the barren wilderness just as the spread in mind, I'll feel alive and tired, less than my brother, you will feel tired, I often wondered whether the smile you have been false? I reallyed hardy kids  do not want to see you this disguise myself, I hope you dump your grief to me. I know the truth of life is not only fun but also a great wound, and my wound that seems limitless expansion.
I know that in autistic people, when all eyes will have negative, then good things are always false.
that time, you're ready for a long time, finally put your mind to tell me that, in order to not hurt me, did not know how much you are prepared at the back lines, although there is some talk them off, but I believe you are sincere, Even if false, I am willing to believe so innocently.
You say, as my sister, OK? I really really want to have a sister, especially to your sister, so kind of cute.
eyes watching you, my eyes seem to flash a trace of sadness, but for me it is simply the best God has given me a gift, even if the gift is not the best, I would like him as a the world's most precious gift.
When I nod, you face it again presents a familiar smile. I know I'm blessed. Really hope this will not be nightmare.
when I was bathing in the sea of love, a bad news actually has quietly sneaked into my life, not long ago, a sensitive, the resulting bacteria have been spread in my body, death may be taken away at any time I was not jealous of my God, so to end the love you give me an end to my happiness. Brother, how can I do?
father and mother had been crying, the doctor could not do anything, you use only one you held my hand tightly, face wet with tears well fuzzy, I can finally reach my dream of heaven, but Now I better off either willing, I wish you never take my hand, Do not let go.
brother, I really really want to live with you, in heaven, there is brother to take me to fly a kite it? Brother, can you see me smile again, my sister is the most reluctant smile you had.
forgive my brother, brother, I believe you will live, forever alive ... ...
brother, so I went to heaven, and I smile at you every day, if you see me smile, you have to smile for me because to see you smile, I will laugh ... ...
father and mother, forgive her daughter's lack of filial piety ... ...

Ling-feng sit at the bar one night, sit and watch as the man there came and went. Them or drinking alone, or invite friends gather to drink, With their different thoughts. He looked at his two empty cups in front of the heart is like a cup empty. He had bad drinking each drink, he will blush, angered Him children joke. When the bar waiter came over and asked what he needed, he knew them to closing time. At the foot of some floating, hands holding a red rose in nose exudes a faint fragrance, so he was the brains of some sober alcoholic paralysis.
through the living room bathed in moonlight, Lin Feng Qian see lights on children's little study, stopped through the unlatched door, modest child slim fingers are on the keyboard was beating fast, like shells Like a smooth melodies with Shougang. White robe wrapped her thin body, ink-like black hair dye to Zhaqi Futie hanging in the back. All this is familiar, she still looks like the same stuff several years ago, it seems will never get old.
child has felt the modest standing in the door after her husband, she ran out barefoot, flapping his arms. He remained motionless, looking at her, brows Wei Zhou, its eyes with a sort of blame. Qian child looked up, to stretch on tiptoe, struggling to ring his neck, Fang Chun camel stuck his face to please dawdling with that demeanor, like a kitten you want to discuss please his master.

six months, Ling-feng this morning to evening every day. Qian children often wake up, and seeing her husband is lying on the living room couch, with the alcohol and exude hostility. Recently he has become less so, people had become more lean.
like Lin Feng Qian all children, even if he is not perfect, but nothing can stop Him the blind worship of his children.
Ling-feng was sitting in the balcony to smoke. Cigarette butts out of aed hardy  dark one, his face still dull than this night. Qian children do not know what made him angry, and went softly to his feet, knees, leaning his gentle lap, looked at him quietly.
Qian children should not have advised him not to know that cigarette smoking less, and she respected him because he loved him too little scared.
it was a sunny afternoon, Ling-feng piano classroom after school which flow out of the joyful tune, he stopped to listen. Through glass windows, an elegant girl Wen Runqing is looking up from the piano. What if his heart was hit by a little, danced very smoothly. Next, he pushed to gain access. Aiming at a sheet music on her name, \He knew most of this Guainv Hai will immediately run away scared. He stood it as condescending, like the Japanese anime in the Liuchuan Feng, uninhibited arrogance. Qian Erque unexpectedly agreed. When he was a unruly juvenile delinquent, the modest child already deeply in love with him.
caught in the memories of children rely on Lin Feng Qian asleep. He held out his hand, stroking her hair supple, bent his head gently kissed her forehead. Then carefully allowed to suck down her sweet lips. She was recently shocked his cold attitude, even before the tears are not in their own stream. Its really a heart of stone ah. Qian poor children, on their own apathy and blame has always been submissive, her eyes sometimes like a wounded deer, Chuchukeren