I had a girl say, my life is composed of five elements: smoke, guitar, football, literature, and a confidant. I had intendeded hardy to imply that she, I hope she is my fifth element. Unfortunately, my well-planned plot failed, the only result is that this "five elements."
the first element:
tobacco smoke, my conscience is really a good thing. This non-smoker can not understand. Non-smoker would think that cigarettes are harmful to health, leading to death. This is why as pure as it is now before I am old brother advised to quit smoking why.
smoking harmful to health, is a general statement. Side effects of smoking will affect your lungs, and may focus to wear your quilt (as a college student, part of life is to smoke in bed). However, when you're feeling blue distracted boredom, you slowly lit a cigarette smoke on a severely from the mouth into the throat, and then to the lungs, then breathe out from the nose. After that, you can stabilize the mood and thus will not take things too hard to commit suicide. So, when a favorable mood for you to smoke when smoking is recommendable, because the correct standard of health is the overall physical and psychological health.
really love smoking the days in the freshman year. In those days, very little homework, and because they had just escaped entrance of the prison, the result is like mental health throughout the book that people are at the "ideal batch of" inexplicable melancholy day. Also, because my people are born a little weird, if not in excitement, I would feel very empty and boring, plus pay their aspirations in school, often a number of unfavorable factors for me, I am even more depressed. This is why I often wonder previous life I ** God's daughter, who in this life is so unfair to me.
those days, when the dead of night, the balcony, a man dangling a cigarette, you feel very detached, does not belong to the secular. There are problems there is smoke, the smoke is because there are problems. Because of worry, I got used to the smoke of life. Only regret is that in the primary stage of socialism, I am still relatively poor, struggling at the line in the food and clothing group, is sometimes necessary to save meal to buy a pack of low-grade cigarettes. Classmates can not understand, can smoke more important than the meal.
My view is that the need for survival food; needs to smoke.
second element: guitar
first contact with the guitar is high time 2. Remember that year to play guitar for years have moved to our students dormitory, to see him having so much good, that he was very success, so I whim, and I want a little success, they worshiped him as a teacher. Learn guitar is a painful process. Just started to learn the "two tigers\still no progress. Eventually I gave up because the number and persistence as many times insisted more than once, I failed, and gave up.
to the university, by summing up the discussions and several colleagues, we agreed that because of who you learn to play guitar on a lot of good. Our money together and bought a guitar the cheapest on the market, everyone trapped in the fighting early in the girls show off in front of. Unfortunately, my love of music in return for music for my apathy, how are training well.
now, that show off the guitar can not achieve the ideal, but also as an ideal that ridiculous. The purpose of playing the guitar as long as spend the remaining time.
third element: Football
I, like many other boys, like, very love football, and feel very natural. As such thoughts, not because I played good football, but because a few with my brother to play with than I have a lot of progress quickly.
watching a Chinese national team was a disappointing football game, as fans with a strong patriotism is indeed bitter. So I determined to make football play well. To enhance the international reputation, we often look for from Vietnam, Laos, Myanmar students to play. Thus, even if we are home game. Sad that the people away games, fans still more than we! How girls in the class refused to cheer for us. Return for each failure, they all thought that the Chinese lose face, and depressed.
Although the harsh conditions inside the school, only two non-decent football, and in after-school time doesed hardy kids not give us into the play, but I and many of the students or to adhere to the sport down. Track, basketball court, volleyball court, football fans have our shadow. Apart from the patriotic love of football
outside, but also because it is a highly confrontational campaign. Also violence and exciting, every time the heart of the depression can play let it out. The goal brought the pleasure and feeling tired after the finish, will result in the lonely, comfort me the slightest.
fourth element: Literature
In fact, this was not so silly complaints literature. Play word has not reached the world level. To say what I write literature, Divide the literature as an insult look right.
I never have badly written essay, and what never to write a good article. But the young Well, somehow frivolous, cynical, his unruly training, all-powerful, then put on a seasoned look, random write about Mama. Do not know what happens to a young age I like to watch humorous things. "We are the most intelligent" is the first I see the nature of this humorous novel, then 10 years old, always feel that they should like to mention any ah so smart, try to observe the world with that kind of thinking. We all know that humor and irony East X linked universities. My rebellious nature is such a process nurtured. A little later, see Qian Wang Xiaobo Li Ao is also author of the article, no later than the universe and so on, naturally, I became the community that the rebellious one.
I find comfort there is a saying: cynical eye problems are detected, they see things that are original features, not the way it should be shown. Rebellious live very interesting and very tired, because most of the time was we could not understand and accept.
I see things too little, dead form their own style, my life is destined to mediocrity. The only thing I am satisfied that the work is written by a freshman when the love. That, I used to write the form of application to join the party to a girl write a love letter, entitled called "dating application." And in the upper right corner of letterhead posted a 2-inch photos. Which content was almost forgotten, I was impressed with those words: If my application is approved, I will love you until the old. If due to some shortcomings of my application is not approved, I will never give up, continue to receive your test for the early to do your boyfriend.
The Fifth Element: confidant confidante
that the term seems a bit vulgar, it means on the girls. Honestly, I still do not have a real girlfriend, this is the biggest flaw in my life many a. In addition to the specific reasons I'm not handsome, is not high enough, then other than poor, the biggest reason is that girls now do not know what's up.
Cole lemon secretion as more and more, I increasingly eager to find a confidante. But limited to desire it may, I do not know how their favorite kind of girls. Knowledge of a person inexplicably felt the need to understand those bizarre ideas I need a man to me when I am depressed cheer.
I also like everyone else like many girls, but did not Zhuidao Shou, so soon to forget them, then they like any other girl. This shows that, like and love is not the same.
world things are often this way, the more you want more you get. ed hardy clothesDo not believe I started with fate, but always said to myself, alone is also a nice treat.